i'm a miserable piece of shiet

SPLITS

2004-12-02T00:00:00.000-08:00

Woah..how fun..goin for a Superstar Virgo cruise..but de fact dat itz gonna be a leadership training cruise spoils all de future fun..but den again..wif so little to pay for such a wonderful time on a cruise in exchange..hu cares rite..see de cruise de first time..i'm lyk woah..big sia..but den again..not dat big lahz..easily conquered..wahaha..ppl around was cool..despite meeting them onli for de first time except for those in my group of ppl, de SPSU..itz reli interesting to be among de leaders of de SP..of course lahz..me iz juz a normal member of de union..while other clubs sent their bigshots..de chairperson and vice-chair of course..some also sent thier future leaders..lyk CYA..hehe..me too in CYA..but i represent de union for de cruise..first ting we got to do in de cruise was explore de room..not dat big lahz..bout de same size as my house toilet..haha..nevertheless..de tv channel quite up to my liking..with de exception of no MTV..haha..de bathroom i can say nicer than my house one lahz..although even smaller..heh..i lyk de bed since i'll be having de top bunk..at least one of my fren, Riduwan is sharing de room wif me with 2 other guys..wont feel dat lonely mah..hmm..actuali having de room all to myself is not dat bad lahz..itz juz dat de boredom wil definitely murder me..haha..i dun reli wanna talk bout de workshop of de cruise though..itz so damn boring dat even de leaders of the clubs are falling asleep..hmm..makes me wonder whether itz they find de workshop boring or they are juz too tired having fun de previous nite..de onli part of de workshop i lyk is de chapter on "No Apologies" where i get to learn to understand more bout love, lust and sex..it seems dat diz chapter iz de onli one i can remember everione taking part..wahaha..basically de facilities of de cruise is not much lahz..to me lahz at least..tried de basketball court, jacuzzi or wadeva itz called, de library and of course de arcade..de arcade was quite outdated oso lahz..veri few new games..onli played de virtua stiker and time crisis 3..i love it when i take a walk on de topmost deck of de cruise..de scenery of the edge horizon..although itz dark lahz..de skies make it look damn nice..furthermore at one point i manage to notice de colour difference of the sea..it was from dark green to dark blue i tik..but still itz damn cool..den sumore accompanied but strong cooling wind breeze..i love it when it blows on my skin..makes me ultra cold..haha..de gala dinner nite was alrite lahz..wif de fact dat de chef of de restaurant can actuali "forgot" bout de muslim ppl..de food they eventually served us was indian vegetarian food..it was so so not fulling lahz..after dinner we took an SP group photo at de lobby where everyone haf dressed up so nicely..de nite ends wif almost everyone not sleeping but enjoying de facilities of de cruise especially de disco area..almost everione stayed up til morning..some didnt even sleep..of all de tings i enjoyed during de cruise, i definitely enjoyed de food buffet at de Mediterranean..all my 4 meals were taken there..and also, i had almost 2 to 3 helping all de time..de food is really dat damn nice lorz..Itz reli been enjoyable..but can u imagine my joy when de cruise enters Singapore waters and i finally can use my phone which has become obscelete during de whole cruise journey..I guess although i wld wanna go on a cruise again, i wld wanna go wif my frenz to enjoy..Hopefully dat wil happen in future..sally jie, outzings..

Return..

2004-10-22T22:40:00.000-07:00

Back back..yar yar..long long time nvr blog..wad to do..hm no internet liao..all my fault..wahaha..now iz study week..nxt week iz make or break week arh..pass or repeat the module..although i feel my tests and practicals alredy bring me closer to de passing mark..sianz..diz semester lyk lazy to kick start my goal in poly..nvm..still got nxt semester to pull up my socks..wad to do..itz veri demoralising when u r one of de bottom few students even if u get average marks..nvm de bright side iz calling my name sia..wahaha..okie enough of dat..holidays i tink wil be lyk no holidays lorz..well apart from celebrating hari raya, i stil haf cya(changi youth ambassador) training as well as interviews wif de contestants of mmsp (miss & mr singapore poly)..how troublesome..prefer to stay at hm and slack..haiz..wahaha..wadeva..but den again i need to go out excercise..getting weaker and weaker..lolx..and also..anione hu wans company to go out can oso call me..hehehe..well..time to work hard for my exams..hmm..i feel quite worried for des and one special person hus taking their o level..hopefully until de first paper of de o's u 2 wil work doubly hard..i haf faith in u 2..i noe u 2 can surely make it wan..wahaha..need help can contact me oso horz..kaox i lyk worrying for noting..but gd luck in advance for those taking their o's diz yr..okie stop here for now..sally jie, outzings..

Wad the..

2004-09-03T05:30:00.000-07:00

Life haf not been de same for me lately..Last few weeks seems to me dat itz a test of patience from god..Two forms of communication haf been deprived of me..Handphone and the internet..I seem to realise de importance of treasuring wad i haf..I seem lost without the company of my best fren cum godbro cum bandmate wenxu..I seem despaired by myown financial frailitites..I seem more depressedby my failure in my cursed love life..I seem upset by my incapability to cope physically and mentally..I seem so certain dat all my problems wil never affect my studies but alas, to no avail..I seem to wonder how most of de ppl around me can easily disguise their personal problems..Maybe i am juz weak..Weak in every aspect..I seem to seeonli one word appearing on de horizon of de tings yet to comeim my pathetic life..FAILURE..I may be tinking negatively rite now and ppl haf always encouraged my to tink positively in de face of looming failure, but how come so far i've not been able to find de rite moments to smile? Smiling to me these dayshaf been difficult as well as limited..Maybe they dun even exist if my mind, the word smile..Those smiles i've portrayed are wonderfully disguising my woeful life..Is diz de ending? Or it is it juz a sign of wad are tings to come for me in life? I wld love to wake up one dayfeeling truly hapi wif my own life, but too bad..itz never gonna happen for me..Well, enough of being sadistic..Now for the flashbacks..I kinda miz de good old days spent after sch hours..But of course in sec sch i mean..Itz by far where de best and de most happiest memories i've had so far in 13 yrs of sch life..I stil remember de times when me and my "gang" played sports lyk soccer, basketball and even captain's ball after classes together..I recall de time when i broke de window of a class in de lower sec block wif a soccer ball..My fren Jackson was lyk so panicky, as if he's de one who did the crime, and he go lyk "Wah..i from 5B horz..de one hu broke de window is in 5B!"..Haha..In actual fact we in 4B..Hehe..Apart from studying in de dreaded classroom, we oso spent long hrs talking bout aniting interesting under de sun, teasing and disturbing each other along the way..Those were the memories..Oh yar i wil never forget de moment when me, wenxu, kong chian and desmond did better than 3 other great vocal grp challengers to take de 2002 Quest Talentime title..The song was Fly By by Blue..Hu can forget de magnificent dragging part desmond did which cld possibly the key moment which won us the competition, earning us the name Questblue..Sec sch life revolves a lot around love, crushes and relationships..In diz, de nice guys wil nvr wins..Nvm if u dunno de reason..I wil oso nvr forget de first gal i fell in love wif..Hope dat u wil give me another chance..Haiz..And, oh yar..i remembered dat time when i carelessly shed tears during graduation day..If i was not wrong, it was dat auld lang syne song arh..All de fond memories of sec sch life..So fun and enjoyable..At least i'm hapi dat i left qtss making a lot of frenz..I hope to acheive dat kind of life again but i dun tink can reach it yet..De so called "main character" are stil missing and yet to be found..It means dat de ppl making my life hapi and enjoyable are no longer there..Erm, es they are stil around but seldom there..Aniwae, ppl haf their own ways to let go of their sadness or sad memories..Well for me..I juz keep quiet in one corner to stone, or even shed some tear..Of course i wil need someone to be there to comfort me..Hehe..So, thanx guys for always being there for me when i need u all..Ppl lyk wenxu, kong chian, desmond, jia hao, jiayang, edric and not forgetting my godbros and godsis..To these ppl, i wld lyk to say a big THANK YOU to u all..I love u all so much..Okie now i wld wanna say dat i'm actually alrite and are not feeling depressed..Omg..wad am i doin..time to continue studying hard le..Til i write again, sally jie, outzings..

2004-07-29T23:30:00.000-07:00

Okie i'm back now..sianz..Wad a life I'm leading now..Damn sad sia..For those hu dunno why go ask my bro wen xu..I tink I wld wanna repeat a sad case story over and over again..For de person hu bring me such a sadness..haiz..U haf no idea how I reli felt bout u do u?? Haiz..Guess itz de sinking feeling for me all over again..Back to basics salleh..Start from afresh..Learn from ur damn mistakes..Forget wad u haf been through lorz..Haiz..How to forget sia..Feeling so depressed..Keeps remembering all de dumb sad memories..Haiz..Okie enough of de upsetting stuffs..Do i look happy?? Actuali do i feel happy?? Why lyk dat sia..I dunno how liao arh..No idea..Heck care lorz..Haiz..I guess itz onli a matter of time before depression state gets hold on my pathetic life..And to de person reading now, yes i am crapping and bullshitting..But pls Tel me how can I solve de sadness which keeps lingering around my heart and mind..De tings which threatens to destroy my alredy bastardised life..haiz..Guess I haf to be more patient arh..sianz..Wonder how am I to survive more of wad I haf gone through..goner lahz me..dunno wad to say liao arh..so..salleh, outzings..

SPSU RDC

2004-07-18T23:30:00.000-07:00

Okie..time for some camp..so i tot lahz..haha..when de seniors do de grping got separated from wen xu and jianyang..dammit..haha..nvm..meeting more new frenz..my grp was cool man..took so long juz to name de grp..it was finally named NO IDEA..why? no idea..lolx..basically de camp was shoo boring..no offense arh ppl of SPSU..especially de long lecture sessions..water freshiedo was okie lahz..didnt go for it actuali..got sumting lahz..looks lyk everyone rolled in de mud or wad they call iced milo mud, except a handful of ppl lahz..de grp activities was quite fun..do tings dat require lots of tinking instead of eye power..haha.. my favourite activity was de obstacle course..it was cool ya noe..especially when my leg haf to be sacrificed to let my team member step as we walk together..night walk was quite scary but boring as well lahz..i "appreciate" them waking us up at 3am juz to do de night walk..and so me and wen xu partner each other for de walk..it was sooo not scary..maybe a few shocks lahz..not scary ones..i prefer scary than shocks..hehe.sleeping wise..okie lahz..hyper cold arh..lucky wen xu got bring sleeping bag to share wif 4 ppl..big horz de sleeping bag..haha..food was fine..one of de best food i've got compared to other camps i've been to..hehe..overall de camp was a great one..i've bonded wif my team members..got "attracted" to other ppl as well..lolx..janet, sonia, daphne, my grp member shu lin..why them? NO IDEA..har?? HECK CARE lahz..lolx..aniwae..during diz 3 days..miz u lots de ONE..dun care if u dun feel de same..haiz..*yawn*..tired arh..sleep arh..salleh..outzings..

Hows life been for p1r3z..

2004-07-13T23:30:00.000-07:00

Yoz i'm baaack....muahahaha..hehe..long time nvr write liao..too busy..haiz..well itz been so long since i write..got many to update on my miserable little life..one tings for sure i'm sho broke..haiz..Wen Xu(08/07) and Rui Rong(13/07) bdae juz passed by and i'm alredy out of cash..aww man..i gotta start working sia..later for de upcoming bdae ppl especially de august bdae birds i no money liao..hehe..sch so far has been fine lorz..as i say my class is great and enthusiastic..love them lots..cool bunch of ppl..may de 8 3Xt1ncTi0neRz rule de class of DCP/1A/06 and continue to light up de atmosphere of de class..well of course we can..we 8 guys are "experts" at dat..hehe..enough of de guys of de class..how bout de gals??? Hehe..well..at least i dun tink dat they are de anti-social type..guess they are all open-minded and mature too..cool to haf them 14 gals in my class..as usual my "gang" and I picked out our 3 best gals of de class..they are 1)Angie 2)Jia Lin 3)Rhoda..but for me itz not lahz..mine iz 1)Angie 2)Yen Min 3)Rhoda..aniwae diz iz only wad i tink..dun tink i wil haf ani feelings for anione of them..they are juz lyk my sistaz..CCA i'm taking is bowling..joined together wif my bro Wen Xu..kaox..de shoe is alredy 45 bucks at least..den de ball lehz..how sia..i oso dunno wad de man at de bowling shop saying bout de ball..dunno sumting bout high end and low end..maybe ask me father for help lahz..itz okie..as long as i can play and excel in de sport can liao..wont grumble..hopefully i can break into de SP Bowlers first team..wanna impress them sia..haha..haf to keep my confidence high mah..hehe..Me and Wen Xu wil be de best bowlers de Sp Bowlers team haf ever seen..watch out for us arh! Muahahaha...Finally is de gal i lyk for so dearly..haiz..how long muz i wait so dat i can get de chance to hold u in my arms..but no matter wad..i wil continue to wait..hopefully she wil read diz and understand..it's a mistake to let u go juz lyk dat de first time..sianz..i guess i'm not de onli ppl waiting for their love ones..my close bros..Wen Xu and Jia Hao is oso waiting..meaning we 3 are having de same problems..in de same troubled boat dat can sink easily..why cant de gd tings happen to de nice guys..maybe we reli dun haf de luck..but den again..we haf faith in ourself..we shall all continue waiting for de gal together..haiz..omg..i'm starting to crap..maybe de sad case of me and my bros is de cause of diz..haiz..upset siaz..i tink i better stop fast lahz..before i end i wanna say to [CGL,C] dat i wil continue to love and wait for u..haizings..salleh, outzings..

29/06/04

2004-06-29T23:30:00.000-07:00

Sia lahz..Today is sch orientation day..damn sian sia..took my own sweet time to reach SP..to de displeasure of de ppl waiting for my arrival..haha..it seems dat i suffering from KCism on dat day..for those hu dunno..KCism is a rare disease in which u r always gonna be late if u r meeting sumone..haha..i'm crapping..sho sad dat i wont be in de same class as my bro WX..haha..but stil..wont hurt to meet new frenz..lolx..when i saw my class..they were sho wonderful..start making frenz immediately lyk itz as if we alredy met..hee..well i was sho unlucky..made de class rep..but i wont complain..got CCA points mah..hehe..well i gotta noe my class better man..haiz..dunno how long nvr talk to her liao..miz her oso lyk no use alredy..muz see her better wad..hehe..sho up til den..salleh..outzings..

24/06/04

2004-06-24T23:30:00.000-07:00

Today is one of de RED GUARDS member's b'dae..haha..Oops..wrong day sia..5 days in advance..well it was supposed to be a "surprised" bdae celebration for edric..but i guess he doesnt look shocked lahz..juz a bit stunned onli..haha..and he got 2 balloons to carry around wif one wif de words "ITS A BOY!!!"..chao jea liao..haha..De celebration was done in de Haagen Dasz at Holland V..de cake was fine..except for de fact dat i played aroud wif my piece until it melted completely form solid to liquid..hehe..played de guessing number game..forfeit?? drink an icy cold glass of water..hmm..aiya for me itz ok wan lahz..let me drink whole pitcher oso can..used to it liaoz..lolx..den went to de bdae boys hse to enjoy a while..hang around..wreck his bed..listen to him play de guitar..and of course played basketball in his backyard..well it certainly is an enjoyable day..Edric better be hapi wif his surprised advanced bdae treat..haha..salleh..outzings..

14/06/04 to 17/06/04

2004-06-17T23:30:00.000-07:00

Whoa..long long time nvr blog liao..haha..busy mah..well during diz period of 4 days..time for me to get some break from work and haf fun..hehe..on de monday..after work, went to edric's hse to stay..had some fun..sumore de nxt day muz meet de gang to buy de tings for de chalet..yeah de nxt 3 days we gonna haf some great fun in de chalet..de nxt morning..omg..cant wake up sia..actuali did wake up early..but fell asleep again lorz..met de gang at de giant at IMM..they were alredy halfway thru de tings they were gonna buy..so i juz hang around make my presence felt as well..haha..after dat itz off for most of us to de chalet at Sentosa..when see de chalet, i was like woah..big siaz..but to tink again..not dat big arh..did some "housekeeping" to make de chalet habitable..we did lots of tings during de chalet..played mahjong and daidee..went to de beach..rent bikes..had a suntan..some of them had a swim in de sea..watched de sunset and sunrise..went into de dragon night trail..had bbq in de second nite..watched euro on tv and caused most ppl to lose their sleep..lolx..watched vcd..eat, eat, eat and eat lorz..oh yar horz..played beach volleyball as well..but at de end of de whole chalet we all had fun..datz de important ting..hopefully we'll haf another chalet gathering lyk diz in de near future..after de chalet played bowling wif char jie and her gang of frenz..i cant belive dat 11 ppl played using 2 lanes..can u imagine how long wil it take for 1 game to finish?? Haha..after playing, went to edric's hse again and straight away fell asleep..lolx..onli left after dinner..damn tired..so gonna stop here and sleep sumore..salleh, outzingz..

07/06/04 - 09/06/04

2004-06-09T23:30:00.000-07:00

Morning..fetch Toh Kong Chian from de airport..wil nvr forget wad happen..lolx..he kinda forgot his luggage, sumting lyk dat, from japan..and all de way from de time he arrive until reach his hm, he and his mum was quarreling..lolx..cool hur..sho slept at he's hse till lyk 7..i woke up at 630 though..itz him hu cant wake up as usual..hehe..Den itz show time for de RMPS P5 camp..saw de kids early..look harmless ehz..so i thought..my grp de boys are lyk devils..my grp de girls are lyk angels..seriously..almost named de grp Angelic Devilzz..lolx..well can say dat it went alrite..kudos to de 1NstrUcTorS for making it happen..extra credits to de R3d GuArdZ consisting of Wen Xu Edric Kong Chian and Darren..no credit for me for de constant slacking..haha..well first day was alrite..my fav activity though was de night trail..no thanx to Hui Ping hu almost ripped my shirt off inside de trail..haha..second went pass rather fast..other than dunking wen xu wif de water bucket, i reli enjoyed de campfire..oowit oowit, CIRCLE CIRCLE..oowit, CIRCLE..datz my fav campfire item..done by de best campfire item GRP, Devil X..hehe..well hopefuly nxt yr can do diz again coz we rox lyk hell!! Nxt yr we wld be fighting wif gene and ex-rmps..may we win again..hehe..after de camp wif tired bodyparts and all, i went to watch HArry Poter and de Prisoner of Azkaban..de movie was alrite lahz..itz juz too predictable for my lyking..may de nxt harry potter movie by much more better..well til nxt time, salleh outzing..

04/06/04 to 06/05/04

2004-06-06T23:30:00.000-07:00

Diz few days had chalet..wad a freaking small chalet..regret goin but wad to do..stil muz pay wad..played lame games inside de chalet wif de ppl hu went..hmm..basically all went lorz..haha..i got "backstabbed" in de dark by someone while playing blind mice..at first it was eh-ok but de nxt morning i cant even lift de left arm up animore..haiz..while at at de chalet, we went on a movie marathon..from dirty dancing 1 and 2, to harry potter 1 and 2 and lastly to the eye 1 and 2..cool hur..den left de chalet a while for briefing at rmps..dammit..was de last one..haha..den learnt how to pitch up de tent..it was damn sim..but cldnt try it myself since i was injured..haiz..den by de time come back chalet my arm was lyk eeew..sho painful arh..den cant enjoy de chicken wings liao since i sickbear..slept all de way til itz time to bookout..den go hm..sleep..until itz time to fetch kc from de airport..okie..outz arh..

03/06/04

2004-06-03T23:30:00.000-07:00

Wad a boring boring day sia..as usual woke up den straight away get ready for work liaoz..den today is my partner's last day of work since he is goin to serve de ns..honoured to be de last person working wif him sia..lolx..den nth liao..except for de fact dat i played gb for veri long sia wif weixin my godsis..lolx..i tink close to 3 hrs..but now need to sleep..got chalet to attend..but first, i grab sumting to eat lahz..stomach growling sia..heez, outz..

02/06/04

2004-06-02T23:30:00.000-07:00

Wad i damn boring day..sho bored dat i fell asleep again until 6pm..yar yar no need to say..pig rite..haha..i can always sms ppl rite..but i sho bored at smsing liao..hehe..sho most of my day today is dedicated to playing championship manager when i'm at my 9th yr in charge of Chelsea..aniwae i oso dun wanna play gb animore today since i team kill 5 times in a row..lolx..noobie..today nvr talk to her sia..dammit i gotta stop being sho afraid of her..haha..okie lahz..tired again..outz..

01/06/04

2004-06-01T23:30:00.000-07:00

Another month..and another boring 30 days..izit?? we shall see..hee..today covered a working shift for my partner..well i juz work lorz..but noting seems to be goin on well for me at work..broke 2 plates today..actuali de first plate i dunno why i broke it..juz when de new partner smiled and greet "hi" to me i dropped it..well i stil dunno why..but de second plate i was sho sho careless lahz..though i talked to her today..i'm sho tired and wil go to bed early i tink..okie, outz..

31/05/04

2004-05-31T23:30:00.000-07:00

Well u wldnt belive it i dreamt during sleeping dat i was protecting de special someone from someone bullying her..save liao den gonna dat one den damn..wenxu call to say tung holding urgent meeting..haiz..too bad..lolx..got dressed up slowly..hehe..den meet de tung wif wenxu..well itz noting much..juz redo grping, add de phone number to de instructors..den double check wif de tung wad are de activities we will doin wif de kids..den got to see de camp shirt..itz okie okie onli lahz..plainer than last yr's..but i wont grumble..got to go can liao..den go to work..again de working day is not sho happening..den do stock take..well onli count de tings wad..not sho stressful since my work place is quite small compared to other place de..hehe..go hm finally got to talk to de someome..haiz..sho pity her..she's sho stressed wif her studies..wished i cld help..hmm..maybe i shld offer my help arh..except for mother tongue and principle of accounts..nvr study dat mah..haha..well in any case i wil be there to support u gal..sho til den, outzz...

30/05/04

2004-05-30T23:30:00.000-07:00

Goin to meet wenxu darren and edric at edric hse to discuss bout de camp..sho as usual i come late lorz..haha..den found dat de tung was "busy" wif her tings and "forgot" to send wenxu de files..haha..sho we start de slacking session by ordering pizzas..wah sho not full lehz..lolx..other than slacking we took sho damn long figuring out who sld replace lishan as my partner..hehe..we even thought of using gwen as last resort..or non-qtss ppl to replace but in de end, de tribes spoken..arwinder shall relinquish her post as survival cooking ic and partner me..haha..at bout 10pm we all leave edric's hse all full after a hefty dinner..reach hm and writing diz..hmm..almost forget to wish de someone gd luck for her chinese Os tml..hopefully she wil do well and i do haf faith on her..hee..before signing off, i wld lyk to say All De Best to all de sec 4s in QTSS in their Chinese O Levels tml..salleh, outs..

29/05/04

2004-05-29T23:30:00.000-07:00

Wad de heck..rush down to store meeting but end being there fastest other than de ones working..waste my precious time sia..stupid sia..shld come 1 hr late nxt time..sho my attitude..haha...meeting was okie lahz..veri hard to memorize all de june promotions..one ting i can remember though..diz mth's drink offer wil be Strawberries and Cream Frappucino..damn shiok..nice to drink oso..sho interested ppl out there go to any starbucks store, i repeat starbucks not coffee bean..hehe.., and ask for a venti strawberries and cream frap..haha..den discuss bout wad to buy for de chalet held on 4-6 june..dun feel lyk goin coz need to pay 30 bucks..but too bad..juz go coz even if i dun go haf to pay..lolx..den itz spring cleaning of de store..damn fierce..itz lyk tearing down de store..haha..after cleaning itz as if we juz move in into de store..lolx..at least my hard was repaid wif 6 finger chicken salads..damn nice..reach hm damn tired liao..sho fell asleep..wasted nvr talk to de special someone..haiz..hopefully tml wil get to see her online..

28/05/04

2004-05-28T23:30:00.000-07:00

Gd morning ppl and itz shi mei's b'dae today..16 years liao sia..sho fierce alredy..can watch nc-16 movie liao lehz..haha..been there done dat..haha..well sori for not being able to wish u personally in sch but..at least got wish u can liao..shows dat i care..hehe..woke up quite early..sharky called to say meeting brought forward to 1pm..now i can go accompany him..kaox..wake up alredy see de tung face..how "lucky" sia..den im RMPS met some of Boon Yi's girl fans from last yr's p5 camp..haha..den i sabo wen xu by telling them he iz boon yi's older bro..and they cant stop following to see wen xu sia..haha..wonder why..sho we chatted wif de tung..redo de grpings..den soon it was over and i was rushing for time to go work lehz..but instead i went to haf lunch wif wen xu at tiong's long john's first..lolx..den work lyk damn bored except for one special moment when Sherie, came back to visit us after not visiting Starbucks in SIA Building for 3 mths..man i missed her..i mean missed having a chat wif her..hehe..though she's jio and petite lahz..but not as jio and petite as de special someone i noe..haha..miz de special someone..didnt get to chat wif her on msn today..hopefully she's alrite after getting back her report book..but i'm juz worried bout her..datz all..heez..well sori to Fiona Kor my godsis for not being able to answer all ur messages..my damn hp cant use..lolx..hopefully i cant somehow get back to u lahz..and sho hopefully tml wil be another fine day..

27/05/04

2004-05-27T09:42:00.000-07:00

First tings first, de results of de match between Porto and Monaco..one ting is for sure..Monaco suked thruout de match and lost ugly ugly by 3 goals..haha..today is an ultra boring day for me..woke up at 3pm after tired watching de match..at bout 5pm, left for Wen Xu's hse to hang and talk bout de camp..well itz kinda worked out..i onli did de groupings..lolx..poor ting my dear bro there haf to meet de Mrs Tung solo..wish i'm not working to support him..but too bad..As for de results of Americn Idol..de ppl made a bad mistake to vote Fantasia Berino to be de winner..diz yr again de finals was dominated by de eventual loser, Diana Degormo..same lyk last yr..where Clay Aiken sld be de winner for performing better than Rueben Studdard..wah..they dunno how to choose izit..haha..today i was sho stunned dat de special someone started de conversation wif me first..talked until she eventually felt hungry and left..haha..quite a funny gal too diz gal, apart from her nice side..lolx..hopefully u wil get gd grades in ur report tml gal..i'll be here to support u, jia you horz..well up til here den..salleh, out..

26/05/04

2004-05-26T23:30:00.000-07:00

Well here's another blog..damn sian today..at work iz de store coffee presentation..whereby de partners are presenting some of de types of coffee served in Starbucks..then is de awarding of de aprons labelled "COFFEE MASTER" to my partners Is and GYK..congrats to them..noting to say liao..bcos today was a damn short and fast day..oso..to de special someone..hope to see u soon lehz..oh yar..my hp line was cut out..dammit..muz pay more liao..haha..see if i can borrow and pay first..hehe..wad a cheapo i am..haha..wad to do..i'm broke liao..haha..see ya again soon..gotta stay up late to watch de Champions League Final..hope Monaco wil win..byez..

25/05/04

2004-05-25T23:30:00.000-07:00

Okie..sho wad if i wake up 7 times juz to keep my niece quiet..she's my niece after all..consequence?? stone at work..meaning i was lyk a statue..dunno wad i'm supose to do during work..after work went for supper wif my partners..had a great laugh joking bout how one of my store partner Zul having a fan club at de starbucks at Temasek Towers..haha..cant reli blame him wad..he's a charming guy..unlike me..haiz..reach hm super full..cant take care of my niece liao..hehe..no lahz..juz a little busy wif diz bloggie..lolx..2 days in a row liao..nvr talked to de special someone..am i missing her alredy?? wo zhe meh zhi dao..maybe itz better for me to make her hapi when we are not together..well we shall see..hee..

24/05/04

2004-05-24T23:30:00.000-07:00

Itz monday and i haf de monday blues..woke damn early, went to work..nothing strange happen at work except for de fact dat one of my partners had a quarrel wif a manager bcos of me...haiz..den went to play Virtua Striker at tiong again..i was sho bad dat i cant even win a noobie..a bad day sho i tot..went hm, suppose to look after my niece..but feel asleep..den during de night i've decided to reboot my com to remove de viruses hanging around in de system..u ppl shld haf seen de look on my face when most of my files were destroyed..haha..at least i stil haf bloggie here to pour out my sorrows..hehe..well i stil haf de guilt in me bcos of de quarrel wif Peg..regret it man..sld haf keep my damn mouth shut lyk i've always done in my life..den none of diz wil happen..i bet she's sho pissed off wif me..haiz..didnt get to talked to de special someone today..i'm stil hoping dat a chance wil be given to me..but i'm juz hapi keeping her hapi as my own sis..i'm having a one-sided love here..and i can do noting bout it..unless a miracle comes along..why cant i do sumting...?? datz bcis i'm juz a miserable piece of idiotic shiet..itz true..itz true..itz sho damn true..

23/05/05

2004-05-23T08:55:00.000-07:00

Noting interesting happen in a veri long day..was busy close to de whole day babysitting my niece..played championship manager for lyk close to 12 hrs now..haha..de season almost finish liao and my Chelsea leading at de top wif 4 points..well no trebel though..lost to giantkiller norwich in fa cup..haha..den watch Final Destination..ultra nice..but not as bloodified and gorish as de Final Destination 2 which is sho damn nicer..haha..well we got de camp back..kudos to Chen Wen Xu for making it happen but..sori to Peg for having a small quarrel wif her bout de camp..haiz..stupid me..but i'm real glad we're stil goin..hehe..and to de special someone..talking to u today was sho damn fun..but hopefully u're alrite wif ur stomachache and all..and lastly gal..i love and miz u lots..take care..

22/05/04

2004-05-22T23:30:00.000-07:00

Today woke up quite early at 12 to wait for de arrival of my newborn niece Nurul Daniela..kaox..she's damn cute..but a little bit too small..too small until i too scared to carry liao..haha..well maybe i wil dote on my niece more than my nephew..hehe..den from bout 2pm to lyk 10pm..i slack while taking care of Daniela..den itz time to watch de FA Cup Final match between Manchester United VS Millwall..well i sld say dat itz not a even type of match..a match datz well dominated by man utd..kudos to de millwall side for having contained man utd until 43rd min when Cristiano Ronaldo scored wif a well taken header..i was sho filled joy dat i shouted GOAL and woke up my niece..haha..well though itz a wonderful yr for man utd, hopefully nxt season they wil buck up and crush arsenal all de way..lolx..well itz de end of another day..hopefully tml wil be a gd one..well didnt talked to her today..dat makes me miz her more..haiz..and one more thing..i stil waiting to hear de news of result of de RMPS P5 Camp..hopefully itz a gd news..hehe..

21/05/04

2004-05-21T06:45:00.000-07:00

First tings first..muz say dat today was quite boring lehz..dunno why..went to work sho damn early..reach at 645..den send de stuffs for de catering for 5 times lehz..dammit de stupid security is sho rude..wonder when wil they serve ppl wif respect..curse them lose their jobs arh..haiz..well de crowds juz keep increasing wif each passing working day..these are signs of gd business wor..hehe..after work went to sch..met wif expected hostile reception by some sec 4s..dammit when wil they ever grow up..wake up lahz..how old alredy..suddenly realise why i haf not been able to speak my mind towrads CYX..i haf been carrying a torch for CCGL all diz while..dammit when wil i ever learn dat she's nvr cuming back..hopefully she can give me a chance..wif de support of my bro WX..i reli do we can come back together again..miz u CCGL..

20/05/04

2004-05-20T21:00:00.000-07:00

Again as i listen to this temptation by blue..i reflect on an empty day..slept all de way till 6pm..wad a freaking pig i am..hehe..well i actuali got nothing to say sia..i'm damn stunned by de pic of CC..she look damn jio..cant withstand my emotions..haha..dammit..den tink again..CCGL or CYX..i wil surely choose CCGL..haiz..but no point if there's no space for me in CCGL's heart animore..haiz..den CYX lyk sho busy wif her jc stuffs..i haf no heart to disturb her..well bloggie..til i write again..see ya den..

19/05/04

2004-05-19T09:03:00.000-07:00

As i listen to breathe easy by blue..i reflect on a fine day..hehe..today woke up to a call from wenxu..dammit..damn early..i wanna sleep more..but no choice muz go fight for de camp..dotx..heard from chiang de didnt get proper authorisation from de sch..cool sia..but hate gene more for lying bout 2 tings alredy..wad a liar..haha..sho hopefully de tongue can give us back de camp..lolx..finally met my "unknown" godsis Fiona today..well she's alrite i guess..not dat i lyk her..and work was alrite..tasted 5 different coffee types today..as a result reli cant sleep liao..but de french roast was sho tasty for a coffee..haha..den after work, reach hm alredy muz go send my sis hu was close to labour..haha..sho sian at de hospital..lucky my bro-in-law come to my rescue..and i'm now here writing diz..well..didnt see, call, chat or sms her today..felt kinda dumb horz..but it takes time..though itz alredy 7 yrs in waiting for CYX..but tml iz another day for me..

18/05/04

2004-05-18T05:22:00.000-07:00

Haiz..another hot hot day..work til sweat lyk wad onli..today met lots of weird weird customer de..where got ppl wld wanna drink caramel syrup by itz own..?? Siao siao de..den work until wanna faint..many many customer today..de sale iz $1212.55 when i punched out..first time de sale sho high..hehe..went to play arcade today..as usual, virtua striker..met a veri determined opponent..haha..took him bout 10 tokens to noe he cant win me bah..lolx..find him funny though..today talked to CYX..sadly onli on msn..stil got no balls to call hera at hm lahz..dotx..juz wishing dat tml we can sumhow win back de camp..wish me luck..haiz..

Finally..

2004-05-17T09:16:00.000-07:00

Haiz..finally got a place to pour my feelings into..well first tings first..gene sux sia..lolx..he stole de rmps p5 camp from us..unbelievable..time to get it back..hopefully we wil succeed lorz..we, my bunch of frenz, haf been hoping to go diz camp..but enough of dat..thursday wil be de last time i'm gonna complaint bout de damn camp..if i lose diz yr, may they fail as well..haha..i'm a bit evil u see..aniwae..today i ate a lot sia..sumting muz be wrong wif me..de onli time i gorge myself is when i stress lehz..but how cum i dun feel any stress today..weird sia..aniwae..hopefully wif time..i wil confessed my feelings to CYX..itz too long liao..wonder how wil she react..haiz..can forget bout her liao actuali..she's probabaly more interested in j.c guys..well til here for today..